Tiene qe ser agotador tenerme de pareja
Siempre necesito q m repitan las cosas mil veces para creerlo
Y al minimo cambio de actitud pienso q hice algo mal
debí m.tarme en 2021 así jamás la hubiera conocido y no hubiera experimentado lo que era conectar tan profundamente con alguien y después simplemente perderlo por que yo estaba haciendo daño y ella estaba haciendo daño, ojalá me hubiera muerto
I’m tired of pretending I’m okay with having no real friends. i see people laughing together, making plans, having someone to call, and i wonder what it feels like to actually have that. I’m not asking for a hundred people. i just want one person who genuinely stays.
the worst part about having no friends is seeing how much it upsets my mom. she really hates to see me upset and lonely, it makes her so sad. i feel like a failure
seeing your age group having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figures things out - is another type of pain no one talks about.