before i had to go in forced semi recov and was restricting very heavily, i lost all my friends, was failing all my subjects, parents didn’t believe anything i said . but since ive been forced to eat more, ive made so many friends, grades improved, get along with my parents. ugh
salmonella journey is also OVER everyone, ive probably eaten about a kilo of raw chicken these past few weeks and not even a symptom pops up. guess im superhuman.
im going to try eating a raw chicken katsu and this will be my last attempt at food poisoning because i genuinely think i have completely lost the ability to throw up.
also for anyone asking WHY i am so desperate for food poisioning the answer is im actually unsure but i just want my insides completely cleansed out, and food poisoning means i can not eat for a WEEK and be back on the grind after forced recov. i think i have issues.
ive eaten raw chicken, raw egg, unfrigerated sushi that’s days old, uncooked fish, unwashed vegetables. and i have STILL not developed any sort of food poisoning, am i just immune?
why are my parents obsessed with going out to eat i need to get on track but when i restrict i ruin my relationship with my parents, so it’s like being skinny or getting alone with my mom and dad.
i feel so bad for ppl in fatspo threads like imagine scrolling on twitter and seeing a screenshot from ur tiktok with the most horrible comments like naaaah
raw chicken tender munches and im convinced this one had salmonella i was GAGGING while eating that thing coming from someone who can stick my whole hand down my throat and not gag anymore this was WILD