kels ♡

💍 @cardiac_ 🤰🏻H❣️

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

shoot your shot, ladies!!!

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

i’m outside painting and listen to the rain and having my “me” time for a little bit and wondered why it’s been so quiet so i check the baby cam and um.. yeah. they’re both OUT.

it’s barely 7pm

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

TED LASSO IS BACK BABY

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

i genuinely think better off alone.

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

you know what’s really annoying but also just a natural comfort?

automatically rocking in a chair. every time i sit in a chair now, i just rock back and forth because it’s how i would get harper to sleep. doesn’t matter where or when, i just rock back and forth even without her

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

@mangomixtapes doesn’t feel like it most days, but thank you lovebug. miss you❣️

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

quickest 2 years of my life

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

today is my daughters birthday. it’s so crazy to think this time, 2 years ago, i remember every detail. begging for an indiction, being in labor, doctors checking on me, trying to get her out, c-section, no sleep, etc

happy birthday, Harper Rae ❣️

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

you know. the fact that i have to suffer with extreme chronic pain and fatigue every day and get very little sleep and then have to deal with everything i do, you’d think there would be a doctor/insurance company willing to help me not hate my life every fucking day

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

ok so she finally crashed out but my only problem now is

she fell asleep on the living room floor and i’m scared if i move her to her bed she’ll be wide awake again

why me, man

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

nothing screams “misery” more than having an ongoing migraine without medication because insurance sucks and a screaming toddler who won’t go to bed but just wants to run around and throw things at me

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

tell me why

my dumb idiotic autistic adhd brain thinks it’s perfectly okay to wake me up from the little bit of sleep i actually can get with the Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride song from Lilo and Stitch on replay

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

on that note

if i ever get pregnant again, someone please punch me in the face. i cannot and WILL NOT go through that again

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

randomly scrolling through my camera roll and

do you know how fucking WEIRD it is to be watch a tiny human moving around inside of you? like. now she just kicks me in the face but this chick was going in circles inside my stomach for months

ITS WEIRD

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

@zumbiezuza YESSSSSSSSSS

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

@zumbiezuza it was definitely quite the surprise lol esp because i didn’t actually find out until i was almost 6 months along. i think that’s why it’s still so hard because i had such little time to prepare mentally and to change my entire life. but we’re getting there

but thankyou❤️❤️

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

@zumbiezuza you’re too sweet❣️ she’s… insane lol but i couldn’t be more grateful. especially when you’re told for 15 years you’ll never have kids 🫠 but everyday is a learning curve that’s for sure. her Leo personalty def shows LOL

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

@zumbiezuza but let’s be real the florida heat and hormones and stress of being a mom definitely do not help lol

[kels ♡ @kelcc_]

@zumbiezuza i am an oil slick. like even now, i’m breaking out like a prepubescent teenager whenever i hardly do.

ima hold you to this lol