U deserve love now. Not once u lose weight. Not once u get on medication. Not once u finish school. Not once u start therapy. Not once u get a job. Not once you're more like them. Now. U don't have to earn the right to be loved. U deserve it right now, & always have.
Things i have done in the past three days .
Cried so hard i had a fainting episode
Have not stopped dry heaving every time i think of my future
Had two days that i didn’t eat or move from my bed
Made my mom so worried she stopped in 4 times in one day to make sure i was okay
I never knew you could be so heartbroken and still love someone with all you are
I never knew How desperate you feel trying to show someone your worth
I never knew you could sit in bed for days feeling nothing
I never knew you could go days with out eating and sleeping