Big Daddy ♡

Elijah Joe 💙 Ezekiel Tre

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

Gomez ✨

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

I love when I open a fresh pack on reup day 🙃

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

I got some gassssss ⛽️🔥😮‍💨

[♤ @priest_099]

as bad as you wanna address it some things are better left unsaid,
I'm learning

[AYANNY @gaygirldiaries]

ion want no mf in my life draining me & pissing me off every chance they get. i literally just want peace, i want to be surrounded by calmness.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

My leg is hurting.. this weather isn’t good to me at all 😭

[D. @Lush_Beauty1]

No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between "Its okay, I don't care. I'll be okay" and "I don't know how much more I can take".

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

NEVER hear me crying for a break cuz I feel like nobody can take care of my son the way I can.. but sometimes baby I just be needing a NAP 😩 I’m constantly on my toes with this boy!

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

Raising an autistic child by myself isn’t for the weak.. sometimes I just wish I had a mom to call. Someone to lean on when it gets overwhelming 😔

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

This the worst my brain has been since Tre died. I can’t fake the funk anymore 💔❤️‍🩹

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

The last few weeks I’ve been so lost. I can’t get it together 😔

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

If Tre was here he would neveeeer . He would have made our own tradition just like last year. I miss him so much.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

Hate that I’m spending another holiday alone, with chucky.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

I HATE the holidays without Tre.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

But anyways let me get in this kitchen & start making my child some French toast.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

I got blessed a little but then life throws some other shit at me like I’m made for this shit or sum 🙄

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

Life just be throwing me the fuck off.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

UH UH x YOUNG DOLPH 😮‍💨

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

On another note, my brother from prison & I have gotten so close. He calls me everyday. Love that for me.

[Big Daddy ♡ @kelssss64]

Ain’t smoked in a couple days, my kids needs always come before my wants. I’ll always find a way thru the dark days 🤞🏼