ada orang bila dia sedih, dia tak pernah cerita pada sesiapa pun. dia simpan semuanya sendiri. kadang-kadang semua orang nampak dia happy dengan orang lain tapi bila masa dia sendirian, its too hurt.
Pernah tak you rasa macam you suka when people rely on you when they have problems. But when it comes to your problem, you tak berani nak rely on them sebab you rasa macam diorang tak kisah pasal you as much as you’re concerned about them????
Pernah tak? Rasa sedih dengan diri sendiri. I mean like kita dah try the best to talk with someone tapi tak appreciate pun. Try to make conversation going well at the end still means nothing for them.
Mentally drain ni macam penat tapi tak boleh rehat, nak tido tapi tak mengantuk. Nak buat kerja, fokus hilang. Emosi turun naik. Otak fikir macam2, and I can't stop thinking.