@coolgirl

I’m unique and different

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Thank God for giving me another chance to fight🤲one step closer, 2024 banyak sekali alhamdulillah sekaligus astagfirullahnya🥲sungguh nanonano, tapi kalo dipikir2 semua mimpi ku terwujud di tahun ini Alhamdulillah😭

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

i even archived all the messages, and didn't reply to any of them.

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Eh sumpah ya ini gue lg banyak pikiran serius ditambah harus nge war tiker MAD besok? Dan harus pake BCA lagi😭dgn gue yg sedang charge my social energy, i don't even want to chat, who should i ask for help?😭

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Esumpah hari ini gue happy bgt, dari yg tbtb bisa foto sm member2 MAD, terus hr ini bisa ngebar lg walaupun cuma backup, trs tbtb pulang2 dapet rezeki😌 pdhl gue td keluar megang uang seribupun engga, Alhamudulillah terimakasih Allah🥰

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

How lucky i am😌 happy to be part of MAD✌️🥰 sayang MAD banyak2😚

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Ini kenapa ya story ani ani pd diundang ke istana negara? Gue bodoamat deh sama kerjaan mereka, tp kaya gaadil ah sama anak2 yg berprestasi yg gapunya kesempatan kesana, ada ribuan anak berprestasi knp hrs ngasih undangan ke ani ani si?

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

So heavy

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Take me to leave this fuckin' house

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Ternyata mau secape dan sesibuk apapun bakal ngerasa kesepian kalo ga sama pacar sendiri ya, idk if it's just me, but i definitely feel that way, kayaa pdhal hr ini gue sibuk bgt, tp pas pulang ngerasa hari ini sepi bgt jir🥲

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Lagi dan lagi berantem sama nyokap gara-gara gue lebih memilih jalan hidup gue sendiri, terus dia bilang "ga pernah dapet berkah si dari orang tua jadi gak pernah ada hasil". see? she never prays for me for anything i do, fucked up

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

2jam lagi its my bday, it feels like shit.
can i skip this moment? i felt stupid for not being anything at that age, fvcckkkk.

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

lagi makan tiba tiba nangis kejer that's another level of pain🥀

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

butuh sehari untuk sendiri, energy gue abis bgt di bali ini

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Hey dude,i have knowledge,i have skills,im an honest person,im an independent woman, a strong woman, not a crybaby. Why do you only see people who are "beautiful" or "not beautiful" for you to appreciate? You can use me for anything even though I'm not pretty

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

I'm tired of not being beautiful, shut up to say i'm never grateful, i really love myself bitjh. but you know? i'm just tired of other people's treatment by being unfair to me bcs i'm not beautiful likeeee "whyy"???

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

too lazy to change yourself just to be treated well by others, can't you just act the same? fucked up!

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

I'm tired of not being beautiful, shut up to say i'm never grateful, i really love myself bitjh. but you know? i'm just tired of other people's treatment by being unfair to me bcs i'm not beautiful likeeee "whyy"???

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

I'm tired of not being beautiful, shut up to say i'm never grateful, i really love myself bitjh. but you know? i'm just tired of other people's treatment by being unfair to me bcs i'm not beautiful likeeee "whyy"???

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Mimpi apa ya gue, bangun2 dibali,, aaaahhh thanks god!

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Pertanyaan2 yang selalu gue ajukan sama diri sendiri, dan jawaban nya cuma"ya life must go on". Hidup gakan berjalan kalo kita cuma diem, dan takut mecoba, padahal kita gapernah tau diujung jalan yang lagi kita telusuri tuh ternyata ada jalan bagus banget

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Kalo lagi bengong gue ngerasa kaya
"eh anjir kok gue jalan udh sejauh ini ya?"
"kok tiba-tiba udah disini aja ya?"
"tiap tahun jalannya selalu beda, dan bahkan makin bagus"
"waktu gue lg dititik terendah gimana cara survive nya ya?tiba-tiba udah kaya gini"

[@coolgirl @kentango2]

Kalo lagi bengong gue ngerasa kaya
"eh anjir kok gue jalan udh sejauh ini ya?"
"kok tiba-tiba udah disini aja ya?"
"tiap tahun jalannya selalu beda, dan bahkan makin bagus"
"waktu gue lg dititik terendah gimana cara survive nya ya?tiba-tiba udah kaya gini"

[p @piinkrles]

stop maksa diri lo buat sibuk padahal aslinya kesepian