Kerbain

Just a dude who enjoys a good conversation.

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Let me take a step back a moment from "fun' post and let me talk about something serious.

I am hoping that there will be some decent people seeing this and offer some advice, more importantly outside perspective.

I am not going to use names, locations or any identifiable information about the person or event I am speaking about, they will be referred by their gender.

I have a someone in my life that I have always known and have been extremely proud of all my life. I looked at this person almost as an example of how to live life, how to handle tough situations and how to be a decent human being.

HE has now ruined his life, ruined his family and is going to lose everything and WILL not be recovering from what he has done.

I got a call about what happened before going to work one night, work graveyard shift, and I could not process the information correctly as I had to get to work. I needed to focus to do my job and stay safe doing it, so that's what I did. I had laser focus all night until it suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks.

I left work after about 2 hours of being there and had to go home and process this. I am driving home at 2:30am down a rural road and lost focus for a split second and almost went off the road. I knew I was messed up, so I pulled over took a quick breather and got home safely.

I was off work for 2 more days as a result as I just didn't feel safe as I was so distracted. I was grieving....

I was grieving the fact that he was not the person I knew and that I may never see him again. Grieving him as if he died.

I believe I have already gone through the 5 stages of grief and have accepted the fact he's all but gone now.

If any of you have ever experienced anything similar, I am first of all sorry, but I need to know how you got through it?

I've spoken with my family, and even a good friend who is a working Therapist and it just doesn't seme to be enough. I don't want his mistakes to cost me anything any longer.

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@LibertarianG0th Yup, and even this long after watching it I am still wonder if I actually watched the movie.

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@timAcatsoftpaws If you didn't have Ban Moon in that list I was going to be upset lol

Bad Moon, imo, has one of the best designed Werewolves in horror, along side Dog Soldiers.

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@ThePapaManDave That gave me a good laugh! I have stumbled across a few of these beast before lol

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@AndrewZywiecMD It's literally no matter what you say you're wrong! You're a _______ or _______ because of ________.

I applaud you for striking down those demons as you put. Keep on fighting the good fight!

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@IdleAdventure @BaegulTheDwarf That's better than what some of the other shit these low IQ bastards called me lol

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Unfortunately that's not how online games work. Wether we like it or not we sign a social contract just to be able to play.

Time to get off that high horse you ride in on. This whole conversation has been for fun and rather humourous. You really think you can have a civil conversation on X? Hell I've tried only to be called every name in the book just for having a slightly different opinion.

So how about you grow up. Learn to contribute to the conversation in a meaningful way rather than insult someone immediately.

I only talk shit once someone starts it.

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@hoshizorarock Well, I'm sorry, another of your post's Cat knocked me out, I just regained consciousness.

RELEASE THE CAT!

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Yea, especially when you paid to be in the beta. I never once said that was good either.

I just simply saying their moderation ( since they insist on it in the ToS) needs to be fair and not so egregiously strict by banning people for names and surname that were so tame.

Maybe I misunderstood your position from the get go, it's almost like we are on the same page, save the moderation aspect.

Kinda hard to understand your position when you open up to my intial reply calling me a woke gay retard and several combinations of those words in subsequent post lol Kinda puts ya on the defensive :P

It was fun fighting all night lets agree to disagree on the moderation.

have a good one!

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@pwave_studios @asmodairedchair @pwave_studios I agree with you there, there is too much censorship in a lot of our media/entertainment. But yet again it seems I have to say this: It's their game, their rules.

Make your own game and unleash the cesspit you want! An AO Rated MMORPG, wondering how'd that go lol

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@SalteeL3mon @melscanvas_ Yea, didn't particularly like the direction they took with her.

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@komnaz1 Lol and? Never once said that was a good thing, so take your prepubescent rage elsewhere pal.

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@asmodairedchair @pwave_studios Yup, and he'll block me if he gets angry at me. I havent replied to him directly in a long time. I am replying to dipsticks like you.

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@asmodairedchair @pwave_studios So are you, what of it? They don't want me replying then uncheck my name in the reply. Simple, now move on.

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@JonasV68354747 @BaegulTheDwarf I agree. One person may find something offensive while others may not.

How do we go about correcting this situation as ultimately there has to be some concession as the way things are now just will not suffice.

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@lastchalice While I agree, the reputational damage is done. A lot of people won't take another look at something that was one broken, now fixed as their time has already been wasted.

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@japan_nobunaga Wise word my friend.

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@UnpluggedRetro They announce anything as to any bugs fix post launch? Or is just a buggy mess?

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@TV_Fanatic_Girl Used to love watching this in the morning before School