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[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

𖥧 𖧧 ˒˒ welcome ˶ᵔᴗᵔ˶

𖦹 ditzy
𖦹 she/her
𖦹 gw 50kg

✎ ̼ new to edtwt 🧁

♡/↻ for moots

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

want my stomach to fuck off im so sad

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

should i fast or restrict i need this weight off fast

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

im about 5kg heavier and in this heatwave it’s fucking awful

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

keep trying to recover so ive gained so much weight , but still have the same mindset it’s fucking torture i cant take it anymore i need this weight off now

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

hello :(

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

instant serotonin boost when my mum told me she had to get me the smallest size pandora bracelet because my wrists are so tiny and it’s still too big 😍

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

gonna trip tonight 😎

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

i cannot fucking WAIT for the new year im gonna get so skinny😎 i love fresh starts man

[🗯 @chaescalz]

me looking through thinspo right after binging

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

@lwttdelrey YES BBY

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

hi everyone im not dead

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

@lwttdelrey Hi

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

Crying my eyes out tbh bffs

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

i just want to forget that calories exist

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

give me 1 good reason not to have a “fuck my ed” moment rn i feel so hungry and depressed about how im living

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

@pupcals hate my course tho

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

should i drop out

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

@l0wcalsaint im pretty sure every pint of blood taken burns like 650 cals anyway

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

there is a fine line and i walk it every day x

[ditzy ·͜· @ketdonks]

i cannot find a balance between not eating enough so i binge, and eating too much so i feel guilty