I have lived for 20 years already but for the first time in my life, this early afternoon, natatakot na ako mamatay.
I do find it weird. It feels like it’s a different me who thinks and talks. Hindi ako ganito before. It was fine for me to die - it’s better tho at least for me.
nobody talks about the angry stage of healing. the rage you feel when you realize how much and how long you were taken advantage of. the absolute disgust you feel towards those people that mislead you. it comes in waves, sometimes you’ll feel healed and then it suddenly hits you