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Ellow!

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@vivi_levi1215 What u doing bro

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No words.

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@_stardome LMAOOOOO

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@vivi_levi1215 Gidaryeodon ireon neukkim

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No one is perfect guys! U are unique and beautiful in ur own way, be kind and grateful❤️ Wishing everyone a very nice day💕

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Just realized that I was actually in a better environment and still get ed, I wonder those people who actually experience and got affected with those scenes.

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So that’s why people have eating disorders…

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I just hope the thoughts, convo, feelings, etc that I have are really mine, not another me who’s under drugs.

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Am I very homesick or are the meds making me feel like I want to feel loved more☹️

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If i want to be 100% transparent, I’m actually kinda romanticizing my psychological problem. The meds, the hospital visit, the awareness, but deep down I really do want to recover and fully heal from whatever this is.

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I miss the old me, no routine hospital visit, no meds, and no social anxiety 🙁

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I don’t want to relapse

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Because I am actually a lot happier but my main issue is not really healing well..

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I’ve been telling everyone that I got a lot happier and have been feeling better than last year but I’m actually afraid that it’s all because of the meds..

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With all that being said, i think choosing a partner is not something about pick and choose which one u like and try to have the best time of ur life with them. Rather, I want to be able to share and receive an unconditional love with someone for the rest of my life.

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Bcs a lot of my friends are bringing this up and now that I’m 20, I kinda wanna say something about it lol
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Everyone is literally tryna get a bf/gf these days and I’ve heard so many people have a certain type of person they prefer,
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Tbc⬇️

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There will always time where people fight and have contrasting opinions, and these are very inevitable, but I want to really love someone for the rest of my life just like how I love my family and God.