Just realized that I was actually in a better environment and still get ed, I wonder those people who actually experience and got affected with those scenes.
If i want to be 100% transparent, I’m actually kinda romanticizing my psychological problem. The meds, the hospital visit, the awareness, but deep down I really do want to recover and fully heal from whatever this is.
I’ve been telling everyone that I got a lot happier and have been feeling better than last year but I’m actually afraid that it’s all because of the meds..
With all that being said, i think choosing a partner is not something about pick and choose which one u like and try to have the best time of ur life with them. Rather, I want to be able to share and receive an unconditional love with someone for the rest of my life.
Bcs a lot of my friends are bringing this up and now that I’m 20, I kinda wanna say something about it lol
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Everyone is literally tryna get a bf/gf these days and I’ve heard so many people have a certain type of person they prefer,
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Tbc⬇️
There will always time where people fight and have contrasting opinions, and these are very inevitable, but I want to really love someone for the rest of my life just like how I love my family and God.