Buying weed from that weird dude whose house always smelled like cat piss flavored incense… and getting to take a few hits out of his bong that was more expensive than his car… was a core memory that a lot of you will never find in a dispensary
“But you survived” NO I disassociate, like A LOT. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. And I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.
being a high functioning stoner is WILD because people think I'm smoking to numb the fuck out, when really - I’m an unmedicated, overstimulated, traumatized ADHD brain that constantly fucking feels like its trying to hold a group meeting with 57 screaming raccoons.
@Teslimatttt In the books it is explained that the throne was causing harm to him. The throne would harm, wound or mutilate those that it deemed unworthy to rule