I think the love you receive from someone who knows how to be alone is the most sincere. a solitary soul loves you by choice, not out of need for company.
I been around niggas that talked bad about the next nigga as he was walking up/approaching us .. dap em up and chop shit like nun happened reason why ion trust nun or fw these bitch ass niggas
from the relationship itself. it’s not that i don’t see them as people or that i don’t care about them they just feel more like people existing within my life than people i’m emotionally oriented around
i’m not really close with anyone and that’s not to say i don’t have friends (not that kind of post😭😭) i have ppl around me but they’re closer to me than i am to them and im really okay with it. i haven’t really shared much of myself in over a year. yap (1/2)
i think what stands out to me is that i can recognize how close ppl feel to me without actually experiencing them as being that close to me. like i can know someone considers me important, know they care about me, know they feel connected to me and still feel detached —