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I'm a flower bloomsss 🌸🌷🌻🌼🌺💐💐

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Ini cowo kalo baik tuh emg niat baik atau punya maksud lebih si 😔

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@all_in_alin Yakan

[Alin @all_in_alin]

isi timeline gw:

"resign demi kesehatan mental"

"JANGAN RESIGN IN THIS ECONOMY"

"resign, rejeki diganti berkali lipat"

"TAHAN TAHANIN KERJA"

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@piscesgirle Sadar. And im totally sorry for that

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@skipbreakfast_ Sometimes bisa jdi healing tpi kdng jga bkin insecure krena udah perawatan seabrek masi gni gni aja

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Bner bner kdng bingung sndiri gmna ngatur energi biar ttp baik sama orng ntah tmen sndiri atau ke orng rumah.

[ega @fluoxetan]

gimana ya cara ngejelasin kalau kita tuh emotionally unavailable and easily socially overwhelmed karena sensory issues. gak ada niat gak menghargai atau nganggep orang gak penting. i just genuinely get exhausted from having to reply to chats, answer calls, maintain conversations, or meet up regularly, even when i look active online & free. belum lagi kalau lagi hyperfocused on something.

kadang capek juga sama standar “kalau peduli pasti bales”, “kalau sayang pasti nyempetin”, “kalau gak ngabarin berarti gak penting.” and this isn’t even exclusively about romance. pertemanan juga sering kayak gitu. padahal sama orang tua sendiri aja kadang gue butuh waktu buat bales chat wkwkwk yes im the distant daughter, makanya seringnya ditelpon karena kalau chat lama balesnya.

selama ini kita berusaha masking dan mengikuti standar social availability orang lain, tapi any meaningful relationship we have still can’t magically override our limitations. punya kepedulian sama orang lain gak ujug-ujug bikin social battery gue bertambah.

bahkan sama temen-temen yang gue genuinely enjoy being around, kadang dari awal gue udah bilang, “lagi males ngomong ya” then i just sit there with them, listen to them, watch them do their thing, and genuinely enjoy their company. i want your presence, i just dont always want interaction.
sering juga lagi overwhelmed tapi maksain ketemu orang-orang, malah tiba-tiba nangis karena saat itu kepala gue masih penuh mikirin final project wkwk makanya gabisa dadakan dan harus selalu mentally prepared dulu karena kita jadi gak “hadir” diajak ngomong aja zoning out😹😹😹

and romantic interests somehow feel even more pressuring. once someone starts expecting constant replies, calls, updates, attention, or access to my time, i immediately feel overwhelmed. especially when we’re barely anything yet. you’re not even my husband, why am i already being treated like i owe you constant availability? i really dont like men who act controlling or entitled to my time and attention. you’re still practically a stranger to me. and yes, i can be interested in someone, think he’s a genuinely good guy, and still not be comfortable giving him that much access to me.

interest does not automatically equal access. the moment i feel being demanded, it stresses me out and makes me anxious. merasa bisa mencapai milestone tapi maintainingnya gak tau.
i dont think i would survive lansekap romansa era modern bruh, kayaknya harus hidup di zaman 70an, ngabarin orang pakai surat nyampenya seminggu sekali😹😹😹

[ega @fluoxetan]

gimana ya cara ngejelasin kalau kita tuh emotionally unavailable and easily socially overwhelmed karena sensory issues. gak ada niat gak menghargai atau nganggep orang gak penting. i just genuinely get exhausted from having to reply to chats, answer calls, maintain conversations, or meet up regularly, even when i look active online & free. belum lagi kalau lagi hyperfocused on something.

kadang capek juga sama standar “kalau peduli pasti bales”, “kalau sayang pasti nyempetin”, “kalau gak ngabarin berarti gak penting.” and this isn’t even exclusively about romance. pertemanan juga sering kayak gitu. padahal sama orang tua sendiri aja kadang gue butuh waktu buat bales chat wkwkwk yes im the distant daughter, makanya seringnya ditelpon karena kalau chat lama balesnya.

selama ini kita berusaha masking dan mengikuti standar social availability orang lain, tapi any meaningful relationship we have still can’t magically override our limitations. punya kepedulian sama orang lain gak ujug-ujug bikin social battery gue bertambah.

bahkan sama temen-temen yang gue genuinely enjoy being around, kadang dari awal gue udah bilang, “lagi males ngomong ya” then i just sit there with them, listen to them, watch them do their thing, and genuinely enjoy their company. i want your presence, i just dont always want interaction.
sering juga lagi overwhelmed tapi maksain ketemu orang-orang, malah tiba-tiba nangis karena saat itu kepala gue masih penuh mikirin final project wkwk makanya gabisa dadakan dan harus selalu mentally prepared dulu karena kita jadi gak “hadir” diajak ngomong aja zoning out😹😹😹

and romantic interests somehow feel even more pressuring. once someone starts expecting constant replies, calls, updates, attention, or access to my time, i immediately feel overwhelmed. especially when we’re barely anything yet. you’re not even my husband, why am i already being treated like i owe you constant availability? i really dont like men who act controlling or entitled to my time and attention. you’re still practically a stranger to me. and yes, i can be interested in someone, think he’s a genuinely good guy, and still not be comfortable giving him that much access to me.

interest does not automatically equal access. the moment i feel being demanded, it stresses me out and makes me anxious. merasa bisa mencapai milestone tapi maintainingnya gak tau.
i dont think i would survive lansekap romansa era modern bruh, kayaknya harus hidup di zaman 70an, ngabarin orang pakai surat nyampenya seminggu sekali😹😹😹

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@stberryorange Demn

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@bardanslm Aku masukin adeku ke teknik aja kali ya

[PaMpaM Wjy 🖤🕷️Spider Sxy @terpamungkas]

00:00 Aku sumpahin yg lagi cari kerja cepet dapet kabar baik, diterima di tempat yg kalian mau, gajinya 22-46 JT aamiin 🤗🤲🏻 semoga yg lg kesulitan rezekinya lancar terus buat yg gak sengaja baca tweet ini. Allah itu baik sekali sungguh!! 🤍🤍🤍

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@skwnguer Bneran kah :(

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Sneng bgtt, excited, sneng yg smpe mau nngis aksoalskd

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Saat nya nyari casing ehe, makasi abang

[Valu @gataafloraa]

NINGÚN DÍA MALO EN OCTUBRE… RT 🌱🌸

[renAren @firelightnim]

Gue akan dapet kerjaan yang gajinya 2 digit, lingkungan kerja enak, lingkungan tempat tinggal enak, gue sehat waras aman sentosa aamiin 😭😭😭

[el @halupulisi]

KARENA UCAPAN ADALAH DOA, ONE DAY NGERASAIN GAJI 2 DIGIT SEBULAN, TABUNGAN 3 DIGIT, RENOVASI RUMAH, PUNYA MOBIL, TRAVELING KELILING DUNIA.

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Ya Allah hadiah ultah nya mau berupa offering kerjaan baru aja ya Allah, aamiin 🙏😔

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@fousheguro HAPE WKWKWKWKKWK

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Untung belum tf, bisa melayang 8 juta ku 😔

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Kaya org bego, di bujuk bujuk iya iya aja asal take wkwkwk