I think my short fuse and intolerance for disrespect stems from the fact that I just do not disrespect ppl, so I am absolutely floored when ppl try me. My immediate reaction is that you must hate my guts or be evil
Growing up sheltered is so crazy cause how am I 25 still discovering betrayal and learning signs of ulterior motives I genuinely thought we instinctively did things in love
I have a certain level of hatred for people who know me intimately and know about all the awful things I been through and still decide to bring chaos and pain into my life.