i felt off. Got a bit mad. We fought. We talked. We’re okay now and learned more about each other.
Hope i can finally make up my mind to say yes to him (courting phase) and both sides will be in good terms. ✨
why do i always feel like im being a burden to people when they do something for me or just spend some time with me? Like they are just wasting their time with me. 😕
question his sincerity again. As much as possible if im gonna give him a chance i want to make sure as much as possible that it’s sincere. I dont know if im demanding too much if im gonna say it. I dont know. It’s like i get his point but not fully as i still question it.
point like it makes him think about the same situation between us or even know that it was really me who i was referring to in my friend’s story.
I guess i am really insecure and it made me become less sure of giving him a chance since it’s my first if ever and it made me