Chapter 30 is my year of Self (Discovery, Awareness, Worth, Control, Love etc). Understanding that my Time, Space, & Energy are privileges & not tools of entitlement for otherโs to manipulate. Acknowledging every experience as either lessons to embrace or let go. Constant growth.
If you ever need to know if someone truly fwu.
Just know a personโs action and how they show up for you will always tell you everything you need to know.
If you constantly seek validation or need convincing you want to be lied to, either by them or yourself.
The way I donโt trust people I always need to have a contingency plan for any & everything. I canโt allow myself to be in a situation I canโt get out of.
Mfs will underestimate tf outta me but Iโm an over-thinker. Meaning Iโm very observant & strategic with everything I do.
June has allowed me discernment to let go of a lot of things that werenโt conducive to my wellbeing. Gathering the strength to face my fear of the unknown rather than jeopardize my peace for familiarity. July I pray is a month of innovation, inspiration, & intention.
Iโm not sitting up letting anyone lie to me. Whatever I assess imma base it off ya actions & go from there. If 1+1 donโt equal 2 then imma subtract myself.
One you realize actions speak louder than words youโll stop letting people play in your face.
Best way I been maintaining my peace is preserving my energy instead of matching it. Isolating myself from people who fail to resonate on my frequency. Then blessing people with my absence & rejecting effortless excuses.
Sorry not sorry. If you broke, Iโm broke too. I been done playing those games. Mfs always got money for fun shit but never to take care of responsibilities ๐ฎโ๐จ.
One thing Iโll say is 2025 owes me NOTHING & 2026 I plan to do my big one. Once you take control of your life you realize anything is possible. You could turn any dream into a reality once you realize youโre your biggest obstacle. No one can stop you but you!
People keep asking why Iโm going to Tokyo by myself. I made up my mind a long time ago that I refuse to revolve my experiences around the availability of other people. Plus I have full control of what I want to do & donโt have to cater to anyone ๐คท๐พโโ๏ธ.