i cant enjoy myself with anything fun cause my knee is in pain all the time/not fully functioning no matter what im doing. i have no satisfying outlet to get out my frustration that is equal to S.H
ANYWAY i had to quit all the dance projects i was in, i wont be able to preform what i worked on, and this whole process of just trying to get a fucking mri has me just sitting in absolute rage and infuriation that i cant walk or dance or /fully/ do my job for almost a month++
He claims that i most likely tore my meniscus in my knee, which does require surgery, so dr sends info to mri place, another week and i find out day b4 appt, that they dont take my insurance. call dr again that i need another referral. weekend goes by. diff mri place calls me++
so 3 weeks ago i was dancing as i do, practicing for our next dance cover, crazy forming it up as yunho, and i make one wrong move and fuck up my leg. now here we though it mightve just been a pulled muscle. however after a week and meeting with a physician, i need an MRI ++
okay its safe on here to vent that i have so much pent up rage inside me and it keeps exploding in the form of meltdowns and i have restrained myself from self injury, but FUCK dude. i cant. i need a better, immediate, safe alternative:(
does your brain ever go "TONIIIIGHT SHINee's in the house WHOOOOO WHOOOOO SO GIVEITUP GIVEITUP GIVEITUP FORRRRRR SHINeeeeeeee
GIVEITUP GIVEITUP GIVEITUP FOR SHINeeeeeeee *explosion*?