maria the blinger

@realjonghyun90: and our shinee world, thank you so much. as always, i need you.

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

also i was down bad and watched the from now on stage to make myself feel worse and .... kibum’s fluffy blonde hair was so beautiful. still my fav hairstyle of his <3

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

anyways i hope everyone’s doing well (: love u all !!!

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

ofc we’re gonna be gloomy 😸👍 ofc we’re gonna be upset 😸👍 we went through something traumatic and at least for me i was never able to fully grief and the pain will never go away 😸👍 so stfu

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

i love shinee so so so much but i’m still not able to listen to their new music without feeling an unbearable wave of sadness knowing he’s not there

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

also from what i’ve seen some shawols these days are really toxic and i don’t wanna deal with that. apparently there’s ppl shaming old shawols for being gloomy? god i hate new shawols. i’ll never be able to simpatize with ppl who stabbed after dec2017, i’m sorry (not)

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

i feel completely empty inside. it’s just a coincidence but i feel like it might mean something. hope everyone is doing well

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

hey no one remembers me but ever since jonghyun passed i haven’t been able to ever listen to poet artist in full. today dec 18 my childhood dog passed away so i’m finally gonna listen to the full album

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

@ultkibum you 🥺

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

@ultkibum HDSJXHSH hi 😌

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

@ultkibum 😳😳😳

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

@kibuims it’s what he deserves

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

ooop being back on stan twt just brought back up all the grief i was trying to ignore for the past few years 😳 time to gO

[esme🍚 @kibuims]

The kibum stans that paved the way

[esme🍚 @kibuims]

New shawols wanna talk about prism fancams with the caption “y’all sleeping on this!” No bitch you just up late

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

@moontakeover hey girlie😌

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

@woIfmvp omg pls that’s so sweet how u remember me :((( yea i’ve been doing amazing !! i feel like a whole different person honestly sjxhshd miss u a bunch tho!!

[maria the blinger @kibmus]

hey oomfs i know it’s been a long time but i hope everyone’s doing well !!!