We grew up with Liam, Louis, Zayn, Harry and Niall. We shared heartbreaks and happy moments, finished school, got a first job, some had kids, switched countries, professions, friends... the only constant in our lives was them. A part of us is gone now, simple as that.
Am I the only one who’s still not accepting he’s gone in deep down? i go to work, talk about it, trying to act normal around others but the voice inside of my head keep reminding me the fact he’s gone and my logical side keep denying to believe that, still not feel real
Is anyone else just kind of stuck? Sure the world is moving, the weather went from sun to rain and back to sun, people are walking outside, a child is running, neighbours cooking lunch... but I'm still stuck in the moment of hearing that news?? Time just froze??
the fact we’re experiencing this level of grief for a man we grew up watching from behind a screen, cannot even imagine what niall, louis, zayn and harry are going through right now since they were the ones growing up alongside him 💔
He spent 14 years trying to keep this fandom together and happy, supported his bandmates and then passed away alone, unintentionally & unaware of what he was doing. Yes I am f heartbroken, devastated, could throw up from pain but also refuse to accept that he's gone. F u universe