Having no contact with the person you're still in love with, who, at one point in time, sent you texts that would make your heart melt. And now, you can only love them in silence from a distance, slowly being forced to close a chapter you never wanted to end. It feels like carrying the weight of unsaid words and unfulfilled dreams, as memories become your only companions. You replay those moments, knowing they'll never come back, yet clinging to them because letting go feels like losing a part of yourself.
being told that if i ever cared about you, id leave you alone hurts. especially when itโs coming from someone who doesnโt know how much I love and care about you.
self-isolation has always been my coping mechanism. I often get the urge to disappear from everyone without a trace. It's not that i don't enjoy the company of othersโ but there are moments when the weight of the world becomes to heavyโ and all i want is to be on my own.