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Instagram was my go to ranting place, but f*ck him now I cant even open my ig for too long as it still reminds me of that day.
I guess, one version of me died on that gloomy day in November.
It will reborn very soon, as a stronger version of me. But it won't ever be the same.
One thing for sure,
"A bestfriend wouldn't hurt me that way. Wouldn't even THINK of hurting me that way"
Now this, is the closure that Allah gave me, directly with Allah's best timing and delivery.
Thank you, for showing me how bad a betrayal can get, dear A.
Ternyata 2 bulan sebelum putus udah ketemu perempuan baru
Date your bestfriend thay said, you wont get hurt they said.
Well, my ex which was my bestfriend cheated on me 2 months before we broke up.
Now that I see it, the problem (which led him leaving me) is a blessing in disguise. Turns out it never made me smaller, it makes me the bigger person, a stronger person, a smarter person, and a better person that I am today.