killedbysxciety

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

no one ever listens to me.

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I get high off of you

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

everything I say backfires and people ask why I'm so quiet

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I get yelled at for everything I do or say

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I wonder if you ever think about me or see something that reminds you of me

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I still think about you sometimes

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I feel hopeless

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

because of you, I stopped letting people in and I stopped caring

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I've built a wall so strong that even I can't tear it down for one person

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

and you know what's really stupid? you don't even know how much pain you caused me. how big of an impact you made

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I can't believe I let myself get fat again

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

they tell you you're never alone but they don't make you feel that way

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I don't feel like I have a strong support system anymore. I feel so alone

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

honestly maybe that's what I've been missing too

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

I hope one day I find friends loyal enough to fight for me. Loyal enough to make me feel like I'm worth it

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

sad to know my friends wouldn't fight for me to stay. they'd just let me walk away.

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

FUCK I fucked up again

[zayn @zaynmalik]

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[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

what do you want from me

[killedbysxciety @killedbysxciety]

just friends.