A MAJOR secret about art:
The way art works is you suck at it for a long time, and then over time you don't suck as much. As long as you're having fun, you're winning.
If you start early enough, you don't remember sucking, and then people call it "talent"
if you are a minor, nsfw spaces are NOT FOR YOU. if you've been warned multiple times with multiple cws, GET OUT. why the fuck do you think it's appropriate to harass an ACTUAL human who draws nsfw content even if it's controversial content? BLOCK THEM. MOVE ON. CURATE YOUR FEED.