Idontknowhowtolive

Everything hurts so bad and we are expected to just smile and talk to people, that's insane, we are all insane.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

If I die before I wake turn me into rain

[dead on the concrete @sxlxntshxdxw]

haunting beneath your flesh like the softest bruise

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

I can't think of anything more romantic than two people walking into a dark lake, kissing in the deepest part, then tying cinder blocks to each other's feet.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

Slit my wrists to see a river before I die.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

Trauma never heals.
You just learn that it's trauma that caused your pain.

That little bit of knowledge is what gives you the gasoline and match to set it on fire.

[Lubna @lullaby4444]

Even loneliness feels like freedom

[🍂 @Lovandfear]

— unfinished poems

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

@Lovandfear That's every human being ever born.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

There is no such thing as a baby being born who looks good once pulled from its sanctity.

They are not cute and covered in goo, with blood everywhere... and yet everyone says how unbelievably adorable they are, that very second.

We are taught to lie the minute we are born.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

The most beautiful flower you have ever seen will die one day, impermanence can surely be looked at as a reason to appreciate beauty when it exists, it's more important to mourn such a loss when it's gone.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

Don't listen to people, often good intentioned, who say everything's going to be ok, when you're suffering.

It's not, never has, in the history of time.

*Start There*

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

@f4idx Thank you so much for reading this deeply personal thread. I so appreciate your kind words.

[Ivsy @Ivsy01]

everyone has a story that they are too tired to tell.

[Idontknowhowtolive @KillMeIamHuman]

@hempbae I needed this, thank you x