The girl who found out vs the girl who is mourning ποΈπ
I still can comprehend it all. As much as I never knew him personally, the realisation that he is gone is too much to bear
As sad as it is I honestly think the only positive thing I have achieved in my nearly 27 years on earth is that I can parallel park & not drive away crying from said space πͺπ»
I honestly have no clue when Iβm supposed to know what to do or have a concrete plan with my life.
I have friends who have moved out with kids at 23, but then friends who are still at home with parents at 32
Terrifying to know what is right or wrong in the plan
So insanely overwhelmed with the fact Iβm 27 in 2 months & I have no idea what stage in my life I should be at or even what my next steps should be
Side note from One Direction. The photo of me in front of the billboard of them was when I was in my last year of school & thought I was so fat. Wish I was that size now π
A post which will make me seem big headed & like an ego boost but I honestly am so proud of who I am now. The girl below 4 years ago has grown so much
However on a negative note I am always and believe I always will be distraught that I didnβt follow through with giving my boyfriend the baby that was ours. Consistently jealous of his baby mothers bc I wish those beautiful children were completely ours
As sad as it is I honestly think the only positive thing I have achieved in my nearly 27 years on earth is that I can parallel park & not drive away crying from said space πͺπ»
So insanely overwhelmed with the fact Iβm 27 in 2 months & I have no idea what stage in my life I should be at or even what my next steps should be