nobody likes you when you're depressed. Plain & simple. we can talk all day about mental health and how important it is, but the moment u are depressed people start to distance themselves. They see you as negative, a burden and someone too heavy to handle.
i feel like a decade's worth of progress just went down the drain. trauma really is a fucking bastard. so let's treat everyone with kindness eh? kasi sino ba naman may gustong mag-cause ng 10++ years of trauma to someone.
it's really hard to be the one who's independent, strong and jolly person no. cos kanino ko naman ipapakita ang vulnerable self ko. how long has it been na ba since i've cried my heart out to someone?