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any prns idgaf 7teen ed era is back 5'8 cw 58kg 😔 gw 55kg ugw 50kg unrealistic ugw 37.5kg but alas i have commitments that make that impossible

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i need moots if i followed u consider mooting me back i'm somewhat active sometimes

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i accidentally cut my hand pretty deep and its been super triggering, accidentally hit beans trying to cut an avocado and oh my god i miss it so much

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@chr0mecals those jeans are like perfect where are they from?

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mouth breather ass man and his grossly obese wife in my house (mothers family. )

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spending half my life looking at old body checks thinking about how i miss it

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@no_ass0ciation we have the same body woah

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hate myself miss my red hair

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junkoeexic lunch sprite zero and small mcdonald's fries ≈250

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58.5 sopping wet on a full stomach yay

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niche audience for this one but i LOVE watching american hunter/eq riders wieiad videos because they are never enough food for a whole ass athlete but wow do those girls look incredible on horseback

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ate 1500 burned ≈600 tdee ≈2700 (blessings of being tall and working a physical job) what does that make my deficit is it 1600 or am i being stupid

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i'm so fucking exhausted i had an early start on next to no sleep and i STILL can't fall asleep

[💙Evie Parkour💙 @EvieParkour]

Genuinely the best advice i’ve ever gotten regarding trauma is from Mike in BCS

“One day you’ll wake up, you’ll brush your teeth and go through all your usual stuff. When you get home you’ll realize that you didn’t think about it once. That’s when you’ll know”

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@romyrexia the second photo ok wow goals (bmi estimate??)

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i really don't like the song (no real reason just not for me) but hunger by florence + the machine is literally me atm (i'm 17 and starving myself to distract from the loneliness i can't shake)

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@starvedaisy wait this makes me feel sm better about the weird armpit bump i have, i assumed it was fat but i guess maybe it's not if she has it too

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i haven't done this since i was in primary school

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when i can't sh in a way that'll still be there in the morning so i go back to my childhood method of biting myself as hard as my jaw will clench

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i don't know what to do anymore without going back to old habits, i need something either a downer some good cuts or 3000 calories in 5 minutes

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@sequindt my tdee is 2700 atm according to an online calculator (active job and active hobbies, 3+ hours of exercise a day) i'm losing consistently eating 1500+ these idiots just don't know what's going on