it felt like we never got closure for 1d ending bc they promised they'd be back. even though i've moved on from the band in a lot of ways, it always felt like i was waiting for something to give me that closure. and now i know that whatever i was waiting for will never come.
one direction were the biggest part of my life for years, I made so many friends and memories through them and I literally have no idea how to feel right now
man. it feels so weird being in your 20s mourning a celebrity who you once grew up with. shaped your teenage hood and you made life long friends out of. at the same time not excusing who he became but also trying to grieve who he once was.
one direction really saved me during my teenage years and shaped me into who i am, i can’t wrap my head around the fact that one is them is gone so young, it’s such a scary reminder of how life is so short