people find it hard to believe that i’m asexual. like yea i hate sex a lot but i love pain. i love the feeling of pressing firmly on bruises and the way ropes feel when they’re wrapped tightly around my limbs. the shock from a collar or the sting from a harsh slap. it’s bliss.
(P.4) Brat Punishments (long distance)
Kneel on raw rice
Gagged for an amount of time
Tied up for an amount of time
Holding a spoon on a wall with your nose for an amount of time
Sleep in a dog cage
Corner for an amount of time
Kneel with head down for an amount of time
Dehumanising puppy play.
"down" you can't get on the bed, that's for people.
"sit!" because you're not allowed on the bed but you can follow commands.
"paw" because you don't have a hand, puppy has a paw.
"shake" because you're being taught new tricks like a good dog.
"awww. does puppy think its a person." in a condescending voice, and something in you breaks because puppy isn't a person and puppy is suddenly whining and barking and humping the air and puppy doesn't know why.