Rena

TW SH & ED // AGE 20 // I don't know how to talk to people

[Rena @kittensuger]

I will only be believed if I hurt myself

[Rena @kittensuger]

Life is going back to shit again

[Rena @kittensuger]

I’m a failure

[Rena @kittensuger]

Nothing ever goes right

[Rena @kittensuger]

I’m sorry to everyone ever who believed in me at all

[Rena @kittensuger]

I actually think I can't do all this anymore life life what am I doing I can't even get a job or anything I'm worthless and a burden to my family for being stupid and stubborn I don't like how the world expects me to live it's terrible terrible terrible

[Rena @kittensuger]

I’m so depressed right now get me out of this cycle

[Rena @kittensuger]

Unfollowed so many inactive accounts most not having posted for over a year 😭 I know there is still more but I’ll get to them later

[Rena @kittensuger]

Rent is figured out don't have to kill my love you grandma I am very sorry grandma

[Rena @kittensuger]

I can't afford rent

[Rena @kittensuger]

Strongly resisting the urge to tell my bf stupid random shit because he has a migraine

[Rena @kittensuger]

@99_R4z0rs Probably not my parents aren't happy with me but we can probably figure something out

[Rena @kittensuger]

I can't afford rent

[Rena @kittensuger]

@SadLonelySoul_ At least since I'm out of the house I don't have to babysit nearly as much but damn I feel so ignored now 😭

[Rena @kittensuger]

Stupid parents why do many kids you didn't need five why did I have to be born first I hate being the oldest

[Rena @kittensuger]

@SadLonelySoul_ Hopefully I get it figured out somehow

[Rena @kittensuger]

I fucked up so bad

[Rena @kittensuger]

Ugh to depressed to cut

[Rena @kittensuger]

Got my new blades yay I'll try them tonight I hope I bleed out and die

[Rena @kittensuger]

Grandma gave me $100 for groceries I really need groceries but I feel like I should save it instead because I've been so bad with money lately

[Rena @kittensuger]

Well I got $40 and nothing else hmm that's not good I still don't have a job either