i ended up my move on journey because i don’t have any reason to not to do it, i MUST to do it. for keeping sane, for keeping my self worth and self respect, for my own love story, it all because of me, because i love myself so much. peace.
tapi pernah ga kamu nyibukin diri sendiri buat ngilangin rasa sedih. but end up, you still sad and depressed. you can’t hold it anymore, and finally you cry because it really hurts your feelings :”)
selain menemukan spark hidup, semoga kamu nemuin juga spark dalam beribadah. sholat tepat waktu, gak terburu2, baca bacaan sholat dengan jelas, betah sujud di atas sajadah, dan tenangnya hatimu ketika berdoa
i refuse to write something specifically for him anymore. i will forcing myself to close entire story of us that maybe just something that i made up in my mind. maybe it wasn’t real and maybe those 4 months was me being so drunk and hallucinating.
tbtb kepikiran kalo gue dapet laki uneducated dan ga mau belajar pasti gedeg sih. bayangin diajak bahas pendidikan anak, screen time, dll terus jawabannya cuma, "aduh aku ga paham, kamu aja yang ngurus"
when im trying to sleep but i just remember and remember and remember and remember and remember and remember
and remember and remember and remember and remember