kitty

≽^•༚• ྀི≼ i hate my stupid baka life 21 - she/they - cw: 41.2kg - gw: 40kg - ugw: 35kg

[kitty @kittystarves]

at least my new pfp and banner are cute

[kitty @kittystarves]

i just have no energy for anything, i cant sleep. maybe im the reason my friendships fail. im the problem and i should get rid of that problem.

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im so miserable. my drs appointment is late next month, idk if i have it in me to wait for possible meds that dont even do shit

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everyday is a loop, i could go without talking to anyone and no one would notice. i don't exist.

[kitty @kittystarves]

what is it about me that makes me so undesirable. am i really that ugly??

[kitty @kittystarves]

one of these days istg

[kitty @kittystarves]

i just want to sleep man :( but i cant and when i finally did i woke up to my roommate's loud ahh phone call.

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honestly worst summer ever, i've spent it alone so far.

[kitty @kittystarves]

suicide is the only act of love i'll ever experience, but am i really that desperate..

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it's literally just me and my cat :( i love her so much !!! but it's doesn't feel enough to keep me here anymore. idk

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i seriously just dont exist

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morning weight of 40.8kg 0.0

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i need to stop crying this often like its not that serious lil bro 😂😂😂😂😂😂

[kitty @kittystarves]

why is it so easy for everyone to act like i dont exist

[kitty @kittystarves]

whats wrong with me that makes me so unlovable :(

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weighed myself, i was at 41.2kg so not as bad as i expected 0.0

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im actually so lonely, its embarrassing

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no sleep tonight either.

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second time it's happened too. i swear im not a homewrecker so like what

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some girl thats mutuals w a guy i talk to just followed me ?? and then quickly removed him as a follower and unfollowed him, what the heck.