kiwicross

she/her this is mainly just a vent acc Im not usually this negative. Heres my TikTok if you wanna follow. that place is happier

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

That moment when ur feeling like u dont have a single care in the world for how u interact w/ ppl and how they interact w/ you but then theres also that lil voice in the back of ur head being like “everyone thinks ur weird” & you have to just sit there and be like “yup, and??”

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

Oh past me, you are naïve. I’m glad you had that life experience though bc now you know what a pity date feels like (he completely cut me off after a couple dates and I realized it was bc he never actually wanted a relationship. Thats fair but he didnt have to be so mean abt it)

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

I have found me a boy. We went on our first date yesterday and it was so fun but Ive learned Ive got a thing called “relationship anxiety”
I blame my parents who always fight, and my past friendships that have ended sadly. If I had healthy relationships I wouldnt be so scared.

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

On a happier note, he called me a star last night and I basically melted. He’s such a beautiful person!

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ @Wifeappreciator That sounds like some kind of mystical pattern. Maybe that means tomorrows gonna be amazing for all of us. If I win the lottery imma split it with you guys

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ @Wifeappreciator The world at us today

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ Nah, someone in my life had some issues that ended up falling on me to deal with and it took me the whole day to solve it all and it’s my day off. I’m just being bitter and grumpy and am wanting the day to end but we’re good.

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

I feel like my day off was stolen from me

[Hank Green @hankgreen]

Tongues are just so…big…

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ Yes he can!!

(I did an adhd and saw your tweet, replied in my head and then proceeded to like your tweet before completely leaving twitter and forgetting about it. You’re welcome for leaving you hanging for 24 hours)

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ These drawings have made my day! I love the cuphead-lookin’ hand!

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ That sounds like a painful but good tattoo choice

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ Yessss they give me eldrich horror/Nightvale vibes

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ Hands with eyes might be cool too

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ A nose with legs (I like drawing different body parts with other body parts bc I think it’s funny.)

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@dracosinastris That’s totally valid my dude. I’ve got adhd too and I hope they don’t make your heritage/culture or our mental illness into some kind of romanticized media spectacle. I’m personally trying not to judge to hard yet tho bc I’d rather be disappointed later instead of now.

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@HollmanElliot @littlemsba @updatespercy Idea: what if the signs are actually written in Greek but us as the viewers are seeing the letters half translated because we’re seeing everything through a half bloods perspective?

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

I bought myself a box set of the lord of the rings series. All the books are leather bound (probably fake leather but I think it’s cooler to say they’re leather bound bc they look/feel like Leather) and I think this is the best investment I’ve made all year!

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

@Ovvkoz_ It’s gross and I don’t know why it was done to me

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

How does someone who you used to be close with flat out ignore you and not feel guilty about it? I’m so confused. What is this even accomplishing? Why would someone do this on purpose?

[kiwicross @kiwicross2]

My brain do be annoying sometimes. Lemme sleep in peace. No more bad dreams please, thanks.