“If I were to blow up right now, maybe it’d be fine.” He has not had an ounce of care for his life for quite some time now. In the same video, he says how empty he feels despite having everyone (his empire) around him, that even with so many people who were willing to support—
I don’t like it when people say spoke’s mental only started declining now. This has been going on for a good while. Going back, I noticed that in his last ep of the galactic empire at roughly the 45 minute mark he says something along the lines of—
when ur art was ugly af and nobody had the heart to tell U😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭and u sincerely thought it was gas😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭