juno 🐛

20 & autistic // ed vent // minors & fatphobes DNI!!

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

My coworkers and I are going out to a burger restaurant for dinner this weekend. How rude would it be if I just got a side of fries or something? It’s barely even a restriction thing, I just hate burgers

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

@starvingsiren No, the @ on tiktok is _ann13gu3rr3r0

(censored with numbers on the off-chance that they’re actually in recovery, but based on the things they post, I kinda doubt it 😬)

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

Hey did anyone else see that super triggering tiktok vid of the twins that are supposedly in recovery? It has like 360K views rn

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

What a nasty, filthy thing to say to someone making a video about their recovery. Ew.

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

@sweeethoneypie Me rn. I feel so disgusting. I need to get myself together 😭

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I miss being underweight so bad. I’m so disgusted with myself.

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

So I gained back all of the weight that I lost last year and I’m back to ~120lbs. Literally hate myself for that. I’m desperate to start losing weight again, need tips pls, doesn’t matter how harsh. I have a very physical, full-time job so restricting has been so hard.

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I’m seeing a guy and he has a higher bmi than me, but he looks skinnier than me and I’m so embarrassed. I’ve only ever been with chubby people, so idk what to do. I’ve been hardcore starving myself tho lmao. So stressed

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

@neocollector Legit, I tried on a pair of low rise flares at target and they looked SO good, but I’d rather die than actually wear them for more than 2 minutes. They just feel so wrong

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I’m moving for the first time soon, and I’ve been so stressed out that I’ve had 0 appetite. I feel like shit, but I’m losing weight!! Down to 106 rn lol

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

@liyahpple My old pediatrician. She was overweight. She scolded me for not watching my waist and not knowing what fats and carbs were in 3rd grade. I was slightly overweight, but I was literally a child. I started sucking my stomach in at school shortly after.

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

106.6 lbs and just now starting to develop a thigh gap. Wtf is my fat distribution

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

@breadcalz Weird question, but are the round ones rizatriptan for migraines? I only ask bc I have the same ones and I think I recognize the packaging LMAO

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I like how at work, I’m known as “that skinny girl with purple hair.” Honestly iconic.

Today one of my old lady coworkers held up a purple mop and said we could be twins.

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I told some coworkers that I was going to save money by just not eating anymore. Suddenly they’re concerned??

These are the same people that bring up how I eat “SO MUCH FOOD” nearly every day. I got sick of them making comments, so I just told them I’d stop!

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I’m so jealous of people with thigh gaps. I’ll get there eventually!

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

My mid-year resolution! Be under 100lbs by New Years!! I can totally do that

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

I really wanted to be at 100 lbs by the end of august for my bday, but I think I’d be happy with 105 since I’m 107 rn. 105 is totally attainable by then. My ugw is somewhere around 85-95lbs I think

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

Just weighed in at 107.6lbs, which puts me at a new lw!! Bmi is now 18.5, so I’m riiiight on the cusp of being underweight 🤩🤩

[juno 🐛 @kiwikyanite]

@skinnysticks I was on buspirone for a few months and it was honestly great for treating my anxiety. I had to stop taking it bc it gave me really intense dizzy spells that made it so I couldn’t get to my upstairs classes when I was in school. No other bad side effects that I can remember tho!!