Fun fact actually it bled thru the bandaid (you can see the bandaid sponge bloodmark) and i had to wipe my arm and wash my whole arm and hand and I had to quickly clean up a drop of blood bc I didnt notice and thankfully none of my coworkers did either
i once tried to make someone feel less guilty for me when I was drunk n they mentioned my scars n I said "nono ive been cutting myself since 7th grade so im used to it it doesnt bother me" ...turns out its not comforting to hear someone has partaken for 8 years
Guys how do we get more fucking nicotine. I ran out im pissed off i dont have older coworkers i dont have older friends the weed isn't doing it its just making me think about my fuckass ex girlfriend
UUURGHHHH MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON AND I DONT TURN 21 I TURN 20 FUCKKKKKK
Like guys what do i do not a single person in my life since 6th grade when I started cutting myself has actually gave a fuck if I did or not helppfofkdfjjdjdkdksk
Also like is it normal to feel guilty while your playing the old knife on arm game. Bc like people go "i dont think you should do that" but then they dont actually care if I do or not but my college friends bro I was drunk with them last night and one of my friends started crying
Like not like normal drunk crying like they pulled me in for a hug and was genuinely upset that I self harm and I didnt even bring it up and it was crazy so when I was cutting myself rn I thought of them and now im really guilty
Guys do you think will graham nbc hannibal cuts himself. I know like nuh uh but deadass that one scene after Abigail i thought it was sh and not like from a fight or wtv it was
Also I started the night with the intention of only doing 2 or 3 deep Styros bro so like where did my self control go. If I pass out im so fucked bc I have a final at 8am bro