Today was better than yesterday surprisingly. What can I say is just don't be taken aback from what's in the past or had happened. Just focus on your priorities and cherish the moments
I try not to look back and just move forward. But it's not easy to live like that. At least for me. I don't know how to not be awkward and be present. I struggle with that a lot.
People can be really weird. I honestly have no idea who I can talk to. Everything that I bumped into is just not it. None of them feels real. I find it very hard to connect to people.