isla

19 | she/they | pro recovery

[isla @kjcalories]

i’m not at my gw yet but can we pls appreciate my before and after
70kg - 54kg

[isla @kjcalories]

quick it’s 9pm

[isla @kjcalories]

@strvingluvr 22-23

[isla @kjcalories]

i’m back bitches, i’m going to italy in july so i have 25kg to lose

[isla @kjcalories]

in my control era i ordered an iced almond milk latte at work and it came out w/ whipped cream and ice cream so i asked for it without and she came out with the same one she had just scooped the whipped cream off so i threw it out ://

[isla @kjcalories]

my coworkers keeps buying me cookies despite me saying no thank you and i know they mean well but it makes me want to kms bc it puts me in a position where i have to eat it otherwise it’s rude and they’re such a fear food since it’s literally just butter.

[isla @kjcalories]

@fratboyhrrys not the jorts

[isla @kjcalories]

nothing i miss more than being a my lw knowing nothing could make me look like a hw

[isla @kjcalories]

some man just laughed at me and i was so offended until i remembered i’m wearing my bella where the hell have you been loca shirt

[isla @kjcalories]

@lowcalblonde she looks similar to what i did at bmi 16 and i’m 177cm so probably close to that since she’s very toned

[isla @kjcalories]

eating 30cal rice paper rolls and omfg high volume and super filling

[isla @kjcalories]

@gracdaisc ne pls

[isla @kjcalories]

i binged today for the first time n months and omg i’ve never felt more gross and been in sm pain

[isla @kjcalories]

my hr is so slow i’ve been on the treadmill 30mins and i’ve only burnt 80 cal wtf

[isla @kjcalories]

i wanna die my bedroom is on the 4th level of the house and our elevator isn’t working so my calves have gotten so big and muscly it’s so fucking awful

[isla @kjcalories]

@LUClENlSM pls tell me this is a joke

[isla @kjcalories]

grocery haul :))

[isla @kjcalories]

need to start walking on the treadmill everytime there’s a hslot show bc i’ve easily burnt 400cal so far and the show isn’t even over

[isla @kjcalories]

free lunch from the restaurant next door at work tomorrow and god i’m praying i have the strength to refuse it even with these binge urges

[isla @kjcalories]

not me opening fb and having the first thing i see be a 2 min video of my abuser

[isla @kjcalories]

@clairocals its true this happened to me and i still wanna kms