also I learned that my fever the other day was actually above 104°!! 😳😳🔥🤒 my mom was downplaying it as to not alarm me lol 🤨 definitely think that temperature range is a 1st for meh. & the fever hung on for threee days although at 100° the 2 days after. crazy! #covidmethinks
can’t believe my surgery day is FINALLYYYYY HEREEEE!!!!!!
and I’m doing better and I’m fever free so I am SET for 1/2 of my brain surgeries this morning 🫡
on the way to Columbus right nowww
can’t believe i had above a 103° fever yesterday. can notttttt remember the last time it’s been that high. 100° today. hopefully gone tomorrow because my brain surgery is in a few days 🤒🤕
i just still hate life SO freaking much and not knowing what i’m doing + physically and mentally struggling and suffering through it and not having a purpose. it SUCKS to be STUCK in life. 💯
i’m trying to prioritize my HEALTH and HAPPINESS right now (surgery or disability or not) is that so wrong? seriously wondering? i just want to be alone for the majority of my time. realizing i’m not really the *relationship* type
yet my boyfriend stresses me out SO much and i told him i want to break up/take a break/just be a cuddle & hook up person in general because i don’t like all the “strings” in relationship (having to answer to somebody, hanging around somebody, general living & being with someone)
sombr was everything!!! can’t wait to see him in concert at the end of the month 🤩 my music critic dad even likes him lol. crazy to see my favorite type of music being all mainstream now 🙃 #VMAs
@alexwarren amazing performance tonight on the #vmas 🥹 you seem like such a great guy with very powerful & moving songs. Glad you won a moon man for best new artist & somb for best alternative lol. You both win! Can’t wait to see him too :) you gents are killing it this year