i will never reconcile with anyone who deliberately went out their way to sabotage or hurt me in anyway. this can be friends family, whoever. once you show me who you are, i can’t unsee it.
My discernment goes so crazy .. i literally can tell if you don't like me and you could be being nice... I can tell if you just talk about me but act normal around me .. I can tell if you have a bad spirit... I can tell allat.. and sometimes I'll think I'm tripping cause other ppl would be like no they not like that and whole time 😭 I was right!!
You know how many times I gave a nigga the softest version of me , the understanding me , the loving me. Supported him in anything and everything , forgave his fuck ups bc I seen potential in him , stood beside him when he had NOTHING AT ALL..
I’ve met people who barely talk about God but treat others with love, and I’ve met people who never miss church but don’t know how to treat people right.
I’m really the person no one ever had to worry about lol. not needy, not problematic, not irresponsible. I’m the go to, the shoulder, the motivator, the light ✨ it’s heavy but it’s just how I am
When I leave people alone, I genuinely think I’m giving them what they want. Cuz it’s no way you did what you did & expected me to believe you still wanted me around.
ive been so blessed fr, I try not to let my bad moments trick me into thinking I have a bad life! life isn't tied with a bow but it's still a gift and for that i'm thankful! so thank you Lord for nothing in particular but for everything in general!💜