nokia!

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they/she/he/it 🐛
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[nokia! @knefelek]

Welcome to my account (⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪
My name is Felek but you can call me nokia. Some facts about me:

× I love bugs, pikmin, crafting and chiikawa!!
× I'm autistic and socially awkward. Please be patient with me.
× I might interact with "controversial" subtwts

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MASSIVE TMI WARNING ⚠️

Shaving my pubic hair to help manage my skin picking.. tweezing out the growing hair helps me focus on something else and it's not visible. ://

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@0o0_milie Then why do I feel so guilty apl the time? Why do I want to hurt myself just to somehow stop feeling so awful for things that are out of my control :( I don't want to hurt anybody especially my new boyfriend because he's trying so hard and I don't want to make him miserable again

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I don't like myself as a person. I'm just too expensive and tiring to take care of. I don't understand how I even have so many mooties or a boyfriend who says he likes me. I don't want to be like this all my life.

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@Tropical_Sploon I probably couldn't afford that either

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My laptop doesn't support windows 11 and can't get more security updates... Should I throw it out or what

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@Tropical_Sploon Damn I can't afford even the cheapest new laptop :(

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@fi_V_es I don't think I have any questions right now tbh

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I have a couple things to do regarding my possible HRT
- inform my psychiatrist and see what she says (maybe it's something helpful?? She already clocked me as non-binary soooo)
- MASSIVE amount of blood tests
- talk with endocrinologist
- get the prescription hopefully!!

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Hi mooties!! Are you older or younger than me! ^_^

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Finally got inaturalist on my phone!! I'll be so autistic rn

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Not much to do today because it's agonizingly hot

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@LeFriedShr1mp Yup! She asked me things about dysphoria but I was so caught off guard and focusing on something more important at the moment I didn't really get into it yet lol.

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CHIIKABU GOING STRONG!!

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Spot the difference !

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@LeFriedShr1mp Ok so basically polish (my native language) is a very gendered language, I get around it by speaking in my own strange way which is very natural to me. She instantly noticed that I wasn't using gendered forms of words for myself.

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@arthropleuralt GO FOR IT POOKIE

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Can't bend my right wrist without shooting nerve pain so that's just great! /sarcasm

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@signsfromspacee You should try grounding yourself! Like get a very cold glass of water and feel the physical sensation.

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@signsfromspacee I assume you are since you're posting on twitter!!

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Im surprised people think I'm a bit cool.. that's very surprising! ヾ⁠(⁠*⁠’⁠Ｏ⁠’⁠*⁠)⁠/

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!

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Which one looks the best? I'm kinda thinking of the last one rn