what is the solution to just being too avoidant to ever do any of the things that would improve your life materially. it doesnβt even feel like depression it feels like thereβs a brick wall
me ignoring everyone: ππππππππππ€π€π€π€π€π€
me getting ignored: ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§πππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§πππ§ππ§πππ§ππ§ππ§πππ§ππ§ππ§ππ§πππ
bulimia is probably severely under-diagnosed, i see people (especially in the gym community) openly talking about engaging in extreme compensatory behaviors after eating. but when itβs not specifically vomit purging it goes unnoticed