koda 🛸

19 yrs ; under 17 dnf !!! bmi 24
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this shit is killing me
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online autism diary

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

heyyy this is my #edtwt intro!!
𖹭 i'm koda !!!
𖹭 19 yrs old
𖹭 any pronouns
𖹭 high sw haha
𖹭 regular dni and dnf if <17 please!
𖹭 like comment and subscribe if u wanna be moots or whatever :3

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

my bf has a thigh gap at bmi 20 🙁

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@itismainc @yappytappi neither is what they said?

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

y'all need to block this motherfucker

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@66cals @brokeaf1010 @wispyfigure ??? 😧

[𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @my_sweet_space]

gentle reminder for the tl <33

[Gehenna 🦄 @Pegasus_Ruler]

Can we stop calling it fatspo and start calling it bullying literally it's all it is

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@fatbeyondrepair this looks magical to walk thru

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@kittynbone things like rice and pasta are VERY dangerous to purge because they stick together in your stomach. if anything came up you'd be lucky to not choke on it.

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@domisicky @sIeepiestdoll @cutzlv7 ACTUALLY LMAO

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@starveswirl shockingly well. i mean like im miserable but im losing weight

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@Rue_702 ‼️SAME. it's the ibs for me

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@juudaica like one but SO many of the flavored water things

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

i currently weigh less.. by 4lbs ... im so evil

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

there is a person on here who weighs the same amount as me and has the same sw and idk how tall they are but i Need to lose quicker than them 😬

[𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇✰ @stariiyed]

forever jealous of people who loose their appetite instead of doubling it when they're stressed

[ଓ ﹒ amora ﹒ 𝜗𝜚 @adoredbyamora]

”how do i eat slower??” get this twin 🥺

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

for my birthday in just gonna buy some halotop :) !! 12 more days!

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@fatbeyondrepair cheese my FAVORITE FOOD

[Ly ‧₊˚♪ @Lylylimia]

There is no success to a mental disorder unless it is recovery I have never met anyone with an eating disorder that was happy with their “goal” and most people end up lowering it or giving up on the concept of an end point. Though people get compliments on their weight loss and that feels nice for a bit the longer you engage in disordered behavior the more you wear yourself down and compliments slowly turn into concern and disgust as you’re essentially rotting in front of everyone else 💯

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@d1gital_prince @sekitsuii SAMEE

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

@oatlymatchai never :( i just want food to be food again. i relapse once every couple months when i am "recovered"