Living alone is such a beautiful experience I hope most people get to experience especially in their 20s. The beauty of not having to negotiate your space with anyone else, finding stuff exactly how you left them, discovering your style, girl dinner etc. Absolutely peak 🤌🏼
Having a naturally intimidating aura is so exhausting. people will go to the wildest extremes to humble you or compete with you meanwhile you’re literally just trying to exist.
Nepotize me lord. You’re my father. Let them know. Put me in places they think I don’t deserve and let them know “my child gets anything and everything she desires”
taurus • virgo • capricorn •
🧚🏾smrv🧚🏾
there actually aren’t many people who know the full extent of the things you have survived because you have always tried to minimise your experiences. you gave yourself the duty to be the person who succeeded/survived despite everything you have been through. and while that is part of your experience, you neglected a large part of your healing journey.
surviving something is one thing, but truly getting over it is a completely different thing. you’ve shoved a lot of your memories into a far away place but even you know that you struggle with your own thoughts. you know that if you think too much, you can easily think yourself into a horrible place.
you have this mentality that if you admit that something hurts you, it makes you weak. so you are constantly trying to trick yourself into believing that things in your past don’t still sting. like the way you were abandoned and the memories of your abuse. you feel like giving certain memories space is letting the person responsible win.
your strength was never in question here, they were always the weak one. the amount of space you allow yourself to feel and heal, will never erase the fact that you are strong. i know that you had to build up these walls and i know that you had to toughen up so you could survive but you don’t need to be in survival mode anymore. you made it out alive. i need you to heal so that you can truly enjoy the love and success that is coming for you.
My next relationship I’m buying us journals and after every heated argument (if any) we have to write about how the argument made us feel, our feelings after the argument, etc. Then we have to read it to eachother after. We gon’ communicate & hear each other out around this mf!
taurus ♉️ virgo ♍️ capricorn ♑️
a series of good news is coming your way, for some, congratulations are already in order. it’s crazy to me that YOU!!! get shocked that you did something amazing. you grossly underestimate yourself. you get shocked with every success or progress you get. i really feel like you don't know who you are. the excellence! if only you could see yourself through my eyes.
these successes coming will need you to trust yourself more. remember that what you don't know, you will learn. you are a quick study and there's nothing you can't learn. do not let you mind ruin good things for.
you are greatness. the greatest.