i think i’m slowly getting better
i’ve good trying to cook more(mainly breakfast things and only during the weekend) and trying not to always be in my room
this pic was two days after i got the news. i was looking for pieces of my niece in everything. the clouds looked like her with angel wings holding a frog (she loved frogs and had a small business named TeenyFroggs)
last year on this day i woke up to the news that my niece passed away. i cried so much at work and even ended up calling my sister who’s in a different time zone to cry with her. i woke her up by calling but she had made it just a bit easier to get through my 10hr shift
i had been trying to make plans to see my niece before she got worse which didn’t happen bc instead i got to drive down for her funeral. seeing her in that casket was one of the hardest things i’ve ever done. i miss her every day but i know she’s not in pain anymore