[vent]
having the worst pride month ever, so I’m gonna start manifesting anyone out there that just loves and sees me. I want to be someone’s first choice for once, rather than a commodity. I know you’re out somewhere so please find my heart and give it peace, I’m losing hope.
- or even asking to be loved. It has been like this my whole life, and I tried everything I could to make myself better, but it’s never good enough. I’d make an amazing boyfriend but nobody that left my life recognised that. I don’t know why it’s so hard to love me.
I don’t know what I have done to the universe to deserve such solitude even when in the company of others, I just want to be loved without having to prove my worth for it every time, like I’m somehow undeserving of it. I just want what everyone else has without feeling guilty -
I didn’t show you guys this though 🤭 behold the VITILIGO’OCHIE 😼 I’m real proud of it, so kiss it for 10 years good luck 😇🧡🧡 (the rest of his vitiligo will spawn today :3)