Melynda Beck

Just living life and trying to figure out exactly what its all about. I love my kids, rock 'n roll, and tattoos! Its an odd combination... But its who I am!

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

I just really hate my life right now. So many things going on. So many feelings I have to face. I can’t move forward without figuring out what I really want.
I love the people I love, that never changes… but I don’t love myself. And that does need to change.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

I don’t like it here… I’m so lonely. Even though there are people around me.
I don’t know how to be anymore.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

I feel so alone. I have no one here. I want to go back home.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

I’ve been feeling very lonely lately… like I’m just here, existing. I’m alone. I may have people around me, but I’m alone.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

Just stop being angry… if I can.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

Just a very bad week… and I feel like I’m alone in all of it.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

Sometimes I have to wonder if my opinion even matters.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

This is just great… can’t exactly help myself right now.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

“We are the hurt inside your head, lost in the void of what is dead. Constantly twisting things I’ve said… happiness is boring, need pain instead.”

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

“I wouldn't be angry if you'd just fucking cried
Your tears would arouse me, refreshing my supply
The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky
Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye”

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

Things have never been so swell, I never fail to fail…

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

I want to hit someone until they feel they as badly as I do, I want to hit’’em hard.

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

Well, that went well. 😒

[Melynda Beck @kornqt]

I have a feeling that this Mother’s Day isn’t going to go well . I should just be thankful I’m alive, and my children are happy…. And I am.