No joke this is the reason I was such an awful teenager bc I made mean quippy jokes to all of my friends and eventually they were like hey youโre just not a nice person anymore and I thought well that doesnโt happen on tv
The longer I live the funnier it is how suicidal and depressed I was when I was a teenager like bitch just wait for life to actually happen then you'll really want to die
I kind of think if you want to stop being mentally ill you have to stop being interested in and entertained by your own illness and thats the part a lot of people get stuck on. once you get sick and tired of your own behavior you figure things out and not a moment sooner
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here.