Maelstrom 💗

(She/They) It isn't where I am - It's only where I go from here✨
art acc: @kiarskiloo
just ramblings and shitposts

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

I love watching birds dance liek look at their little heads grooving and vibing

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

THE STARS ARE ALIGNING!!!!!

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

it's moments like these that just bring me back to the Bojack excerpt about being born with a leak except instead of a leak it's a gaping hole that made itself from the constant burst of sick, fugly, disgusting emotions that refuse to stay inside me

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

is it really so sinful to find happiness beyond this?

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

maybe what's important is i believe im as strong as i say i am. maybe it'll come true one day.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

basta ang importante natiwas na tanan kailangan tiwason hsjsksksjs deb8 lock in nasd😤

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

may the future be kind to them. wooden block or not, it's been one hell of a ride. and more so will be for the rides that follow.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

didn't think I'd care so much about a dumb block of wood but here we are

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

emotions riding high for multiple reasons but never have i ever felt so much love for this org, this sport and these kids than i did speaking about the journey to a group of ppl who genuinely seemed enlightened by our successes and hardships.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

mission: try to find (steal) a knife w/o looking like a psychopath

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

"who the fuck took my keys" - i say, locked out of my apt, knowing full well it probably got washed out from behind the pot into the canal during the rains 🙂

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

at this point just gotta accept that ure not the same person i agreed to do this with. im glad it's almost over.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

appreciation rlly feels like a lot to ask for, pero kinsa rman sd ko.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

(it was nice to finally catch up with ppl i love over the weekend tho BUT STILL I NEED MOVEMENT)

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

post lock in clarity is a thing bc after months on that mpdc grind and speeding thru the acads in between and then finishing everything but 2 exams in the span of five days has left me a shell of which productivity once leaked

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

wla ko gaingun nga sayun ra kaayu magtuon but it is it sucks it's boring i want struggle im itching for something to do 😭

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

I can never feel what I want to fucking feel but fuck you guys. Seriously with all my heart fuck you.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

STOP MOVING EXAMS PLS I BEG U

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

nah. cuz u never deserved to call me that. starting now makes no fucking difference.

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

so where do we draw the line

[Maelstrom 💗 @kpandata]

After being awake since 5am I've finally got all my shit settled until another tournament tomorrow so time to lock in (on s6 the crown with chicken in my mouth and then pass out gloriously)